So here comes heartbreak,
like an ocean in my veins,
like a monster in my muscles.
like a fire in my throat.
Here come the memories,
One by one and then all at once,
taking me, breaking me, making me,
live through years of fucking,
of fighting of loving of cooking,
of making you tea, of having
you close, of having you go,
of having you always come back.
So here comes the heartbreak,
the earthquake, the forest fire,
the tsunami,
here comes the natural disaster
that is me without you.
You’re the only one I’m
letting inside of me but we’re
in this together.
So use me, abuse me
I need to feel you like I used to,
trap me and slap me
tie me up and break me down
enchant me, devour me,
embrace me and enter
me but don’t you ever
leave.
Forget me so we can rediscover
what it was like the very first
time.
Make me bleed again, make
us fall into a clumsy fuck
and mutter me a dazzled
thank you after
you cum.
but before all that
could you please
hold me close on your
couch after a movie with your
nose to my shoulder for a very
long time because you’re
feeling insecure
and trying to convince you
You’re right beside me on your knees painting plinths
in our apartment but I miss you
because you’re not who you were a year ago
That’s okay, nobody is, but when we bicker about who
loves who the most and I say it’s me, I get scared that
it is.
I don’t trust you the way I used to. I used to be sure of
you as much as I was of me but now I know you’re not
completely mine, like I’m not completely yours, like nobody
ever is completely anybody else’s
I love you no less than before, if anything a whole lot
more but I miss fucking in the woods and waking up at
3 am just to devour you whole, and yo
I was on the run and I ran into you.
Turned a corner and collided
face first with myself in your
arms.
I was playing hide and seek between
anybody’s sheets looking for myself
and I found her in your mouth,
between your arms and behind your
eyes.
We were lightning but it passed by michi-iyo, literature
Literature
We were lightning but it passed
I'm not sorry I loved you,
I'm sorry I didn't love you enough.
despite knowing how good you feel pressed up
against me and how beautiful you are on a
spring morning I'm glad that it is over
and I hope you can be too,
because in the end we might have broken more
than just our hearts
[like windows or collarbones or spirits or
ourselves].
I'm never sorry that I met you,
I'm not even all that sorry that I hurt you,
because maybe the two went hand in hand like we
did once.
I don't have a clue who I am today or will
be a year from now but I can tell you
that half a year ago I was yours and back then
that was enough.
in the end we learned it
I'd like to burn down town. by michi-iyo, literature
Literature
I'd like to burn down town.
She said I was everything she was looking for but I didn't want to be
found. Yet I was never lost, I wasn't even hiding. I was sitting stark naked
in bed besides her all that time and I don't know where she went looking if she
didn't see me.
When I met her I didn't want to belong to anyone but myself. Yet I wanted her, I
wanted her to belong with me and maybe she does, and maybe I belong with her, but
not right now. I can't sit still, can't sit stark naked besides her in bed all that
time while she's out looking.
My chest feels like a time bomb but in a good way. I'm out ticking and waiting to
explode, and once I do I hope I burn dow
I need to be free but I can't be by michi-iyo, literature
Literature
I need to be free but I can't be
I spilled my guts in an alley downtown, bent over my sister's bike
while the first sunlight hit a new year. It wasn't very pretty, it wasn't
very adventurous and it's hardly a good story, but it doesn't always
have to be.
New year, new start, and I feel like I already ruined it. I know I didn't
really, I know it's good to burn every now and then so you can rise from your
own ashes, and a wildfire was exactly what I wanted when I left you, but this
is not a wildfire, this is the acid burn of alcohol and rejection and it doesn't
feel very romantic.
I'm not one for being alone or being together. I don't really know who I am or
what I w
We stopped playing hide and seek by michi-iyo, literature
Literature
We stopped playing hide and seek
I thought I’d give you a try when I saw you swirling by with your flowered
arms and sunshine smile. My favorite games are the ones I can’t win, and you
seemed to be a loss at first sight.
you caught my eye with your predator vibe, so I took a jump and without any plan
of attack we tumbled into playing hide and seek between your blankets.
there was a boy I loved once and he was catastrophic. but these days I’m going home
wearing your hoodie rather than his skin in the alley behind his house. and it feels
like freedom to smile him goodbye without a heartache-hit because you’ve chased his
demons out of my veins wi
I won't say I love you 'cause I don't, by michi-iyo, literature
Literature
I won't say I love you 'cause I don't,
but I've got a feeling I will someday.
Today is the second day of summer and it's raining outside, yet I'm sunny inside
because I've got your freckles to wake up to.
And I know this won't last forever but that doesn't matter 'cause you make me feel
like it could, which already scares me enough cause we're way too young to think
about forever. I feel too young to even think about next year. However I can think
about you, and when I do it's sunny inside my veins.
Come on close your eyes, let's not think about forever, let's not think about tomorrow,
let's just find out how our bodies work, search for ways they fit together and ways
they
when you fell you broke my heart. by michi-iyo, literature
Literature
when you fell you broke my heart.
you never left, we never stopped,
but you never started in the first place,
and I walked up and fell face
first for you.
if it’s a game of independence I’m playing strong
but everybody knows I’m wrong,
I don’t belong
alone in a twin bed.
I fell in love
you turned me on and down and off,
you pushed me out,
and away, I’m okay with or without
you, but I begged you to stay.
you’re a shiver on my skin,
you’re that sneaky voice within
my bones, telling me to stop, telling me to go.
and I’ll leave but we both know
that we’ll both be back here
tomorrow.
So here comes heartbreak,
like an ocean in my veins,
like a monster in my muscles.
like a fire in my throat.
Here come the memories,
One by one and then all at once,
taking me, breaking me, making me,
live through years of fucking,
of fighting of loving of cooking,
of making you tea, of having
you close, of having you go,
of having you always come back.
So here comes the heartbreak,
the earthquake, the forest fire,
the tsunami,
here comes the natural disaster
that is me without you.
You’re the only one I’m
letting inside of me but we’re
in this together.
So use me, abuse me
I need to feel you like I used to,
trap me and slap me
tie me up and break me down
enchant me, devour me,
embrace me and enter
me but don’t you ever
leave.
Forget me so we can rediscover
what it was like the very first
time.
Make me bleed again, make
us fall into a clumsy fuck
and mutter me a dazzled
thank you after
you cum.
but before all that
could you please
hold me close on your
couch after a movie with your
nose to my shoulder for a very
long time because you’re
feeling insecure
and trying to convince you
You’re right beside me on your knees painting plinths
in our apartment but I miss you
because you’re not who you were a year ago
That’s okay, nobody is, but when we bicker about who
loves who the most and I say it’s me, I get scared that
it is.
I don’t trust you the way I used to. I used to be sure of
you as much as I was of me but now I know you’re not
completely mine, like I’m not completely yours, like nobody
ever is completely anybody else’s
I love you no less than before, if anything a whole lot
more but I miss fucking in the woods and waking up at
3 am just to devour you whole, and yo
I was on the run and I ran into you.
Turned a corner and collided
face first with myself in your
arms.
I was playing hide and seek between
anybody’s sheets looking for myself
and I found her in your mouth,
between your arms and behind your
eyes.
We were lightning but it passed by michi-iyo, literature
Literature
We were lightning but it passed
I'm not sorry I loved you,
I'm sorry I didn't love you enough.
despite knowing how good you feel pressed up
against me and how beautiful you are on a
spring morning I'm glad that it is over
and I hope you can be too,
because in the end we might have broken more
than just our hearts
[like windows or collarbones or spirits or
ourselves].
I'm never sorry that I met you,
I'm not even all that sorry that I hurt you,
because maybe the two went hand in hand like we
did once.
I don't have a clue who I am today or will
be a year from now but I can tell you
that half a year ago I was yours and back then
that was enough.
in the end we learned it
I'd like to burn down town. by michi-iyo, literature
Literature
I'd like to burn down town.
She said I was everything she was looking for but I didn't want to be
found. Yet I was never lost, I wasn't even hiding. I was sitting stark naked
in bed besides her all that time and I don't know where she went looking if she
didn't see me.
When I met her I didn't want to belong to anyone but myself. Yet I wanted her, I
wanted her to belong with me and maybe she does, and maybe I belong with her, but
not right now. I can't sit still, can't sit stark naked besides her in bed all that
time while she's out looking.
My chest feels like a time bomb but in a good way. I'm out ticking and waiting to
explode, and once I do I hope I burn dow
I need to be free but I can't be by michi-iyo, literature
Literature
I need to be free but I can't be
I spilled my guts in an alley downtown, bent over my sister's bike
while the first sunlight hit a new year. It wasn't very pretty, it wasn't
very adventurous and it's hardly a good story, but it doesn't always
have to be.
New year, new start, and I feel like I already ruined it. I know I didn't
really, I know it's good to burn every now and then so you can rise from your
own ashes, and a wildfire was exactly what I wanted when I left you, but this
is not a wildfire, this is the acid burn of alcohol and rejection and it doesn't
feel very romantic.
I'm not one for being alone or being together. I don't really know who I am or
what I w
We stopped playing hide and seek by michi-iyo, literature
Literature
We stopped playing hide and seek
I thought I’d give you a try when I saw you swirling by with your flowered
arms and sunshine smile. My favorite games are the ones I can’t win, and you
seemed to be a loss at first sight.
you caught my eye with your predator vibe, so I took a jump and without any plan
of attack we tumbled into playing hide and seek between your blankets.
there was a boy I loved once and he was catastrophic. but these days I’m going home
wearing your hoodie rather than his skin in the alley behind his house. and it feels
like freedom to smile him goodbye without a heartache-hit because you’ve chased his
demons out of my veins wi
I won't say I love you 'cause I don't, by michi-iyo, literature
Literature
I won't say I love you 'cause I don't,
but I've got a feeling I will someday.
Today is the second day of summer and it's raining outside, yet I'm sunny inside
because I've got your freckles to wake up to.
And I know this won't last forever but that doesn't matter 'cause you make me feel
like it could, which already scares me enough cause we're way too young to think
about forever. I feel too young to even think about next year. However I can think
about you, and when I do it's sunny inside my veins.
Come on close your eyes, let's not think about forever, let's not think about tomorrow,
let's just find out how our bodies work, search for ways they fit together and ways
they
when you fell you broke my heart. by michi-iyo, literature
Literature
when you fell you broke my heart.
you never left, we never stopped,
but you never started in the first place,
and I walked up and fell face
first for you.
if it’s a game of independence I’m playing strong
but everybody knows I’m wrong,
I don’t belong
alone in a twin bed.
I fell in love
you turned me on and down and off,
you pushed me out,
and away, I’m okay with or without
you, but I begged you to stay.
you’re a shiver on my skin,
you’re that sneaky voice within
my bones, telling me to stop, telling me to go.
and I’ll leave but we both know
that we’ll both be back here
tomorrow.
curled over a porcelain mouth, i let my dinner fall out.
it's 9:33 p.m. and i think about saturday,
when rain hit the pavement like firecrackers,
the sky darker than the shadows behind the shower curtain.
i know there's a spider burrowed between those plastic folds.
funny thing about deep spaces; they feel better
when they're stuffed full. i think about how your fingertips
made my skin feel soft and breakable, how your tongue was warm,
about how my legs wouldn't stop shaking and you laughed, whispering,
"you okay?"
well, there's this experience known as an aftershock.
hands clutching cold tile,
all i keep thinking is how
imperfect all of this is.
my chipping nail polish,
red lines on my skin from
too tight clothing.
the unevenness of this bed
and how my left side is lower
than my right.
my lips too dry when i go to kiss
your neck and the way my fingers,
instead of gliding,
catch to some parts of your sides
and completely skip others.
My Palace of Trees by blood-red-ribbons, literature
Literature
My Palace of Trees
Bluebells rise from were we fought,
Where in the woods, memories were made,
Good, bad, forgotten.
Hidden in the dirt, the bark,
The familiar flow of water across rock.
A timeline of my adolescence,
From my first fights,
To many firsts to follow,
I'll never forget the hidden kisses,
Against trees, we never thought would look,
And carving your best friends name, Into rocks,
Lying by the pool.
There's the lazy days, passed out in sun,
Surrounded by lights, colours, we didnt believe
Were real,
All came crashing down,
As the damp bark behind my knees seeps to my skin,
And your words start falling in,
The rain clears my head,
And
There are ghosts in my bloodstream
kissing concrete cells &
the bedroom eyes of nerve endings.
( foreign words
engraved into my marrow, birds in my chest
& wars not yet fought between my hips. )
I've taken myself apart every night
since I learned how to swallow a pen
without gagging;
limb by steady limb.
Passed around by grabby hands,
a sold, & borrowed daughter;
I am a lion among sheep,
drunk on life & ink.
I can't always say everything because everything is so weird and unnatural now, and talking is hard sometimes. Especially when you are next to me building walls out of silence and I am losing myself in your eyes and how pretty you are and how sad you can look sometimes. But I want to tell you everything and I will, not with my voice but on paper.
When we started out I was in love, but not at all with you. Actually I never planned on falling in love with you. I was lost in Kevin, who liked me but not quite enough, maybe later but not quite now, and I should not quite wait for him and if anyone interesting might happen to come along I shouldn'
I just don't know what to do with myself
I don't know what to do with myself
planning everything for two
doing everything with you
and now that we're through
I just don't know what to do
I just don't know what to do with myself
I don't know what to do with myself
movies only make me sad
parties make me feel as bad
cause I'm not with you
I just don't know what to do
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dear myra,
i _______ you.
you have a nice _______.
you make me _______.
you should _______.
someday i will _______.
you + me = _______.
if i saw you now i'd ______.
i want to _______you.
i would build a _______ just for you.
if i could sing you any song it would be _______.
we could _______ under the stars.
from,
__________
(p.s. _______________.)
oh and i am _____ (going/not going) to post this under my notes/journal and see what you write about me.
Hello. Sorry to bother you but I am trying to create a new group dedicated to Original Literature and wondered if you would be interested in joining?
I know that we are a bit short of members right now, but I am hoping that people will soon join and the fun and games can begin! You are also more than welcome to submit your written work to our gallery.
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